I had an AMAZING weekend. I spent Friday and Saturday at a retreat. It was awesome. like really, I wish I could go back. I learned SO much about myself. I can't even describe the experiance I had. It was like nothing I have ever felt before. The only way I can really describe it is a song that I heard repeatidly the whole time. Something is definitly going on when you just sit there in tears and you can't understand why!!! It was a really refreshing experiance.
"Whatever your doing inside of me
it feels like choas but I beilieve,
your up to something bigger than me
its hard to surrender to what I can't see,
Larger than life, something heavenly" -Whatever your doing by Sanctus Real.
Funniest part of the weekend...
I totally hate to be the center of attention...especially in a room full of people. They called up 3 volunteers on friday and my stomache was flipping really just hoping they didnt call out my name...WHEW, they didn't call on me...
Saturday...sitting there, once again they call someone random out...I hear NICOLE...omw, lets be real...I am NOT going on that stage...but sure enough, I had to go up. My heart is racing and I am shooting up prayers for God to take me right then and there...I have HUGE stage fright. I had to go into a room so I couldn't know what was going on...they told the group what they wanted me to do and I had no clue, so I had to come on stage and do something random...if it was close to what they wanted me to do then they would all cheer, kind of like a hot and cold game. I started by spinning...they cheered...so I figured it had to do something with turning around in a circle. I then couldn't figure out what they wanted from me, so the guy goes...ill do a sound effect...he makes the kissing noise. OMW, there was a guy next to me...so as I got closer to him they started cheering louder...sure enough...they wanted me to give him a kiss. SO EMBARRESED!! its on video..ill locate it!
here are some pictures of the weekend!!!
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| I made some cupcakes for Autee's b-day! |
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| Off to enjoy the freezing weekend! |
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| Project Pumpkin...next weekend :) I LOVE fall! |
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| Roadtripping up to Northstar! |
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| Deep convo with a really great person! |
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| AND im frozen. my hands took HOURS to heat up! |
And i'll leave you with something the leader said that really made me think. [he was talking about the busyness of life, and making sure you arn't overbook] He said something along the lines of- in making those decisions, think about and chose the thing that when you fast forward 5 years, what is going to make the most difference in your life, or the life of others around you.
I now see that working 60 hours a week is NOT how I need to spend my time! I need to be doing stuff for other people, for myself and for God.